update update update

ok so its been a while....sorry becky!!!! lol LETS SEE!!!!! well i made it back from ND in one piece and shortly after (about 8 days later) landed myself a man......meet ~clifton denny maas~

that pic was taken in the gift shop at the medora musical.....which was outside...no one told me this....i did not dress right for this type of event ooooo i was not a happy campy to hike all those concrete stair in 5 inch heels!!!! and boy was a cold....but i sure looked cute LOL

i am a waitress these days....i feel like i havent held down a job for a long time in a while .....always changing.

today i am sitting in bed in sweats and am doing homework and took a break to write a short blog. lol mostly cause i wanted to add a pic of me and clifford!!!!!!!

getting kris evicted!!!!

so last night kris wanted to hang out and he didnt arrive until maybe 11 45 or midnight. we talked to nominee for a while then went to taco bell. i saw tennis courts and we went to walmart for raquets but they were closed. off to MEIJER again, lol lol ,.

walking thru meijer up ahead i see some guy staring at the threee of us before i realize who it was i shout out hey whats up.......it was robert.....awkward....lol

alexis and kris abandoned me there to talk to the ex i gave him his neclace and watch i had cause i knew it was important he didnt seem to care and he thinks my important stuff is gone. :( thanks for nothing. at this point i no longer want to play tennis. lets go home .

we put in a movie.every one was sleepy so about half way in alexis was asleep and kris was headed home. he arrived home at 5 30 am to his woman up waiting for him.

she broke up with him and said pack your shit and leave, altho she said it was ok for him to hang out with us and knew it would be late.....she is crazy

MI trip

OK so lets see where to begin!!! i left nd on july 1st at about 5 am mts! i arrived in MI at 1 30 am eastern time. went to pontiac and saw ashley and then went home to go to bed after my 18 hour drive that i did all alone and with only 4 stops.

next day we checked out some apartments in the area and decided to get some carrie lees. and for those of you who dont know that is the most orgasmic chinese place on the planet. after carries we decided to suprise kris. well he left work early and it ruined our suprise. o well so we went to his house and saw his cute lil baby aiden and then left to go drive around and just chill. we went to dq and then kris made me laugh mid drink and i spit slushie all over my car....great and im all out of cleaning wipes from my trip.... MEIJER HERE WE COME!!!!!! so we go around meijer for a while and then alexis asks us to entertain ourselves since she needed to talk to her bf who was upset with her(normal day) and so i test drove some bikes around the electronics section and then wondered around but then i was bored.....TO THE PARKING LOT. i cleaned up my car and showed kris all my pictures (400) and then i got bored.... CART RIDES!!!! kris pushed me thru puddles in a cart for about 10 minutes then i wanted to dance... lol ......dancing in the parking lot wasnt enough so i got on my car lol so did kris until i pushed him off for makin the ceiling cave a lil (but it popped out) then i was on the trunk and asked the cart getter to dance with me...he would not and i asked if it was cause i was ugly....he ignored me LOL

not much else happened that night or the next day so yeah. we went and hung out with ashley on monday to plan for wed party ( alexis bday)

wed we set up the pole at 8 30 and started to party LOL i gave out spinning lessons and drinking morg n coke and eatin jello.... lol alexis and ricky did not have much fun maybe 10 beers between them both and about 4 jellos.....ricky was pmsin so alexis wouldnt party ither o well i had enough fun for all three of us. next morning they wanna leave immediately.... we go home they sleep alll day. o well LOL

galbis suprise bday party was so much fun i got a lil tray and was jello girl handing out as much jello as i could force on people LOL we left at about midnight cause riclexis wanted to leave for hours by this point cauzse we couldnt drink LOLL home to sleep(all they really do) and the next day was ink day!!! i was sooooo nervous i cried before she even touched me so she said lets have a break before we begin LOL she was awesome explained everything and let me know how it was going!!!! i was so happy with the results!!!!!

healing sucks!!!! i dont like it at all i can hardly wear most clothes cause of where my tattoo lays on my hips.... and they are now starting to itch i went to the beach and had a tank top folded and wrapped arounf them since they cant be in the sun!!!

i looked pretty silly@!

well thats my first week and a half here hopefully there will be more updates for you becky!!!!

dont update

becky you are the only person who reads this so feel special i update it about stuff you already know. lol

since last post i hit a racoon with my car and it did well over 1500 worth of damage. this was april 12th i still do not have my car back yet. i need a whole new engine i guess....can you believe that shit!!

i got laid off on april 14th. woohoo!!!

unemployment denied and now appeal is pending on hearing which does not yet have a date.

i am suppose to start a new job next week at family dollar LOL
way to go me a mental retard could land that job!

i am going to MI in july for a month i will also be going to cananda during that time and a wedding and a whole lot of partying lol lol lol

thats all folks

ps tomoro im getting my hair did LOL

nd flooding

a farm in beulahthis is on my way to work....2-4 feet from the highway...that use to be open land

so my absolutely wonderful state of north dakota is now flooding. lol but seriously its a serious issue. i have to go out of my way to get to work and even that way is starting to flood. the town of buelah and hazen are closed and well as roads into quite a few other towns. people are asked to voluntarily vacate their homes. fargo made the news!!! lol lol lol there hasnt been flooding like this since 1997! isnt it a wonder why we left in the first place this state cant decide what its weather will be! yesterday all this flooding went down! and now tonight as i sit at work i have watched at least 6 inches of very wet snow fall...if not much much more!!!! isnt it great to live in such an open place of nothingness!!!! lol

dancing in the rain.....completed

dancing in the rain

it was such a perfect night
there wasnt a cloud in sight
and oh how the stars did shine
and in that moment you were mine
but i feel a change in the wind
as the clouds start rollin in

dancing in the rain with you
felt like the right thing to do
holding eachother tight
god it felt so right
as a tear falls from the sky
i tell myself just one more lie

i shouldve seen the storm coming
instead i chose to see nothing
i felt safe in your arms
had fallen for your charms
but i knew i was wrong
why did i wait so long

dancing in the rain with you
felt like the right thing to do
holding eachother tight
god it felt so right
as a tear falls from the sky
i tell myself just one more lie

just tell myself another lie.....

almost drowned in my backyard!!!

yes i know that this sounds impossible....clearly you have never been in my back yard when the snow starts to thaw. there is a raging river in the back yard and a large lake as well. well i decide i want to get a close up of the river flowing into the lake......i went through the snow....um to my waist....i soon realized the water was flowing very fast beneath me and trying to take my boot and me with it. every time i tried to move and get free i would sink deeper. at one point i was in up to my bra. i made it tho and did not drown!!!! any way here are the pictures!!!